Nataly

I'm 19 year female who is currently working on moving out with the coolest guy cousin a girl could ask JOEY... I love you. I love hanging out with all my cousins who are the best people in the world.. Fantabulous 5.. wink.. you know who you are, um anything else you want to know just ask.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

sad eyes

So when ppl look at me they see these blue eyes that are full of sadness. I just can't seem to help my eyes lookin so sad,it doesn't seem to matter that things seem to be going for me right now I still feel sad, I feel empty I feel like I need someone to love me. Or not just love me but curl up next to me, and hold my face in their hands and so just show me that I'm special. I don't understand why I can't seem like I can't seem to make a relationship to work with anyone. I still feel like I'm broken like I can't seriously think like I will never be able to ever get close to anyone again and that is just something I can ever get my head around the fact that I will be alone the rest of my days. God please give me a sign that I'm gonna be ok.

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