The strans in your eyes they color them wonderful, stop me and steal my breath... Edwin mcCain

so like any cold day i sit here at work and day dream cuz their isnt much of anything going on right now. Even though if everyone was here i would be on my mission getting this place ready for the wonderful holiday season that is upon us.
on caros page she posted about her boss got married and how she was day dreaming of her wedding. that got me thinkin about my wedding how it seems like it will never happen i cant seem to keep a guy interested in me for more than a week especially when im tryin to be good and not sleep with him right away.. go me on that point cuz it takes alot for me (horn ball that im) to not have sex with someone right away especially when i havent gotten any in a while. but anyways movin on so as i was sayin it doesnt seem like it is ever goin to happen.. i day dream alot about the future if how it will ever happen.
"pideme murir y morire.. pideme una estrella y te la alcanzare, pideme una fuga de sonrias y en una sigfonia te las cantare" milly quesada y fernando villanola
i can see us 5 chillin with karina and her soon to be newborn baby girl with our kids.. much much later in life. doing the whole weekend at so and so's place while the kids play and we catch up on our lives.. i see like me and karla and caro and ours boys wives doing the whole planning ahead to xmas parties and ins and out of what our kids wants. being each others comadres dish out on the family and the gossip of hollywood. like we do now only with 2 new best friends the kinds that will never get sick of having us over or goin to dinner like we the TF5 do now.. Only the new and imporved TF10 plus kids..
" Hoy en vuelto encontrarla, despues de tanto tiempo, fue dificil ayarla." Joseph Fonseca
Ok this kinda creepy i have my ipod on shuffle in it kinda going along with what im writing so that is the weird song phrases.

I never thought that i would want the whole like comadre deal with all my cousins and stuff but over the last few years i coudlnt see my life without them in it every sec possible.. i also cant see us living to far away from each other cuz now even that caro is away at school we talk all the time whether it is like online or by phone.. our husband would kill us if we were to far away frome each other we probably never get off the phone cuz like i think we would be the kind of the girls that would call the sec our kids did somethin great and amazing that kids do.. like first steps.. i know caro would have a camera in hand the sec that happens to any one of her kids.
" anda ve a decirle que estoy sufriendo, dile que no puedo con las venas." Alex Bueno
and we would get them in emails that very hour. i love my caro thats is for sure..
we are all so family oriented that i couldnt see us not having kids and being happy with who we decide to be with for the rest of our lives.
i can see us doing like a group pic of our kids for like xmas cards to send out to the rest of the family. stealing a page out of our older cousins book but hey!
but their is no one else i want in life for like the rest of forever than Caro, Karla, Gabe and Joe. and i know that whenever anyone of us get married it will be to someone that fits perfectly with each other like we do. it will just be like our lil joke grows into a more like our own lil family click if you may
"no te cambio por nada, no, no ,no no te cambio por nada, y por un viaje a figi." Ricardo Arjona